So I go to school hoping to finish some work because I need it done by tomorrow, and Tom can't stay with Jesse by himself and calls me. I'm on the bus heading downtown. I get a call, "You need to came back." What I wrote was a much nicer version of what he was saying, but anyway...
I asked, "why?"...and then i hear Jesse screaming his lungs out. I was gone for no more than 20 minutes and already he can't take care of his son...how sad.
I gave him helpful advice, but turns around and tells me to "shut the fuck up and get my ass home now -click-"...how nice
so my life is pretty fucked up especially since i am pregnant again...and he doesn't know.... he doesn't want another kid right now...so what do i do? i don't know.
But then again, this could be good. I could go to his work and let all the girls who he;s been "hanging out" with know that he fucks me every time he sees me and that i am carrying his second child...that might deter them from pursuing him right? i think so....
well that's what he gets, he screwed me so I'll screw him over.
have a lovely day!
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
Saturday, February 23, 2008
The end of an era...
Okay...maybe not an era, but a big part of my life has just disappeared. Tommy, love of my life and father of my child, has ended our 3+ year relationship today. I was on his computer looking through some stuff and I come to find that he's been lying to me for months... he goes out to "work" or "hang out with the guys"...and where does he go? to hang out with girls he works with, girls that want him...
See, he has this problem. When he feels insecure, we go on a "break" and he goes off to find any girl that's willing to worship the ground he walks on and does GOD KNOWS what with her and then comes back to me. Well this time I got proof that he's been chatting and going out with girls he's met online and at work. He's even pretended to be a girl online and had cyber sex with some guys and a girl....so maybe there's a little bit more wrong than I had originally anticipated....
so now I have wasted the past three years of my life with a guy I shouldn't have been with...it doesn't help that I'm 2 years his senior, but by the way he had been acting, you wouldn't have been able to tell either....
So I'm here, crying my eyes out, looking for hope.
If you have any, please let me know.
It's going to be a very long night.....
See, he has this problem. When he feels insecure, we go on a "break" and he goes off to find any girl that's willing to worship the ground he walks on and does GOD KNOWS what with her and then comes back to me. Well this time I got proof that he's been chatting and going out with girls he's met online and at work. He's even pretended to be a girl online and had cyber sex with some guys and a girl....so maybe there's a little bit more wrong than I had originally anticipated....
so now I have wasted the past three years of my life with a guy I shouldn't have been with...it doesn't help that I'm 2 years his senior, but by the way he had been acting, you wouldn't have been able to tell either....
So I'm here, crying my eyes out, looking for hope.
If you have any, please let me know.
It's going to be a very long night.....
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