Okay...maybe not an era, but a big part of my life has just disappeared. Tommy, love of my life and father of my child, has ended our 3+ year relationship today. I was on his computer looking through some stuff and I come to find that he's been lying to me for months... he goes out to "work" or "hang out with the guys"...and where does he go? to hang out with girls he works with, girls that want him...
See, he has this problem. When he feels insecure, we go on a "break" and he goes off to find any girl that's willing to worship the ground he walks on and does GOD KNOWS what with her and then comes back to me. Well this time I got proof that he's been chatting and going out with girls he's met online and at work. He's even pretended to be a girl online and had cyber sex with some guys and a girl....so maybe there's a little bit more wrong than I had originally anticipated....
so now I have wasted the past three years of my life with a guy I shouldn't have been with...it doesn't help that I'm 2 years his senior, but by the way he had been acting, you wouldn't have been able to tell either....
So I'm here, crying my eyes out, looking for hope.
If you have any, please let me know.
It's going to be a very long night.....
Saturday, February 23, 2008
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