Okay...maybe not an era, but a big part of my life has just disappeared. Tommy, love of my life and father of my child, has ended our 3+ year relationship today. I was on his computer looking through some stuff and I come to find that he's been lying to me for months... he goes out to "work" or "hang out with the guys"...and where does he go? to hang out with girls he works with, girls that want him...
See, he has this problem. When he feels insecure, we go on a "break" and he goes off to find any girl that's willing to worship the ground he walks on and does GOD KNOWS what with her and then comes back to me. Well this time I got proof that he's been chatting and going out with girls he's met online and at work. He's even pretended to be a girl online and had cyber sex with some guys and a girl....so maybe there's a little bit more wrong than I had originally anticipated....
so now I have wasted the past three years of my life with a guy I shouldn't have been with...it doesn't help that I'm 2 years his senior, but by the way he had been acting, you wouldn't have been able to tell either....
So I'm here, crying my eyes out, looking for hope.
If you have any, please let me know.
It's going to be a very long night.....
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I wanted to start with i'm sorry to hear this...but then, I have been reading this post and re-reading it...then maybe it's really not something to be sorry about. Don't feel so bad about wasting a time in your life, you have a wonderful baby with you and that this incident, saved your life and your baby and prepares you both to a wonderful life ahead.
Be strong...find that strength in you Aubrey, you can do it. Let that strong and logical you come out and stand up!
We are rooting for you!
Be beack! Feel free to email, if you just need a channel to rant, I'm here. ;)
P.S. I deleted my previous comment bec of some type error. Sorry!
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